note: myth only ;)
His eyes, like the waters of the sea, seem calm, quiet, but astonishing. Whenever he is near me, I can’t help but stare at those eyes, those eyes that makes my heart beat fast, those eyes that thought how to love...and hate.
Not only were his eyes that I fell in love with, it also because he was bubbly and gregarious. Everyone loved him, everyone wanted to be his friend, everyone wanted to talk him, but not everyone had the privilege. His resemblance was that of my Brother, sweet, innocent, a one of a kind. We had the best relationship on earth, we loved each other like there was no tomorrow. I thought that the best things last forever, I was wrong.
He died. He left me broken. Hate, loathe and resent was all I can feel. I was miserable and never happy then. My world was dull after his lost. Sometimes I could feel my heart stop beating. I know that I’m invincible, but he captured my entirety. How painful is it to see your true love loosing breathe? Everyday I feel the sky mourn for me. Whenever, I remember his last words, all I do is cry. It’s so painful to hear the word “I love you” for the last time. It’s an uncomfortable feeling and it kills you little by little. It’s like loosing half of your heart and half of your life.
The pain that I’m feeling now is a mystery for me; I don’t know when it will end. All I know is that loving a person can change you. You find yourself struggling with mixed emotions because you don’t know how to react with the situation. You feel uneasy and sometimes you hallucinate. You begin to realize that your life is different now, but whatever it is that I feel now, it is because I am in pain.
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